Yeah I know I’ve been a bit away, again! But yeah, this time it’s different, I am up to something worth experiencing, and that is sorting matters out between the people I love and Myself. There had been so many misunderstandings that I cannot even understand how to misunderstand them anymore, and I think this is the right time for you to start winding up things.
Can you imagine? I haven’t clicked my camera for more than over a month and a half, and I’m dreading it. Am I losing interest AGAIN, or maybe I just needed a break, yeah, I think I just needed a break to relax and ease myself a bit.
Same goes for blogging business, no blog posts, and again I would like to think that this is because I have had other “more interesting interests” for the last month and a half.
Though I have realised the importance of talking to Mama and Babajan every so often, because if I don’t, there will be serious consequences, which I may regret later on. So yeah, Mama and Babajan, I’m sorry. I have been a bit lazy and a bit ____ by not staying THAT close to you, but as for after now, I’ve understood and I’m not ignoring nothing coming from you guys.
Friends is one thing that still needs sorting out, but don’t worry I’m working on it. I just wanted to get comfortable and I think I am comfortable enough now, with the help of this lovely new friend that I made.
So yeah, things are getting good in the head, and I’m sure I will come back to LIFE really soon…
M B A Khan
Sometimes I wonder how different people in our lives shape our lives, sometimes we are informed and rest of the times we don’t even get to know about those changes.
I sometimes think that if you say that life is only about getting away from some people and getting closer to some others and then getting away from them as well, it can be justified at certain times in life… I mean I have had those experiences where one day I would feel like I’m the king of the world and for the next few days I would feel like Billy No-Mates… scientists would probably say something about chemical reactions in our brains or something like that but I am an artist and I believe it to be much more than mere chemical imbalance or something…
Enjoy the Depiction of Billy No-Mates!
Nothing Doing. Yeah, this is what I am up to these days. In fact, not only these days but for last couple of weeks I have been totally lost. Practically stayed in bed for most of the time, surfing, facebooking, twittering, you-tubing, and learning about things that I wouldn’t in my normal days. Well, I really don’t know what am I really up to. But then again we all have our days, don’t we?
I’m home because I’m off from work, holidays you know. I had to take them, If I didn’t I’d lose them, but that’s not the problem, the problem is I’m not really utilising my holidays for anything progressive or you know something that makes me happy.
I’ve been looking into a very serious hobby called RC. Yeah, RC – Remote Controlled Vehicles, Planes and Boats. There is a niche of people in the world who take this hobby very seriously and by seriously I mean that they invest a lot of their resources in it, both monetary and non-monetary. I would like to build myself a proper 4 to 5 channel airplane one day and fly it. But I have to go through a lot of training and stuff before that. There are these flight simulators available for people like myself to practice the flying business inside the computer first and then do it in real. This way you don’t go losing a fortune after it. Yeah a fortune, because this hobby is no joke, 1000s of Pounds are spent in this hobby each year by a genuine RC Hobbyist.
Other than that, there is really nothing much going on in my life at the moment. Which is exactly what I don’t like and I go all depressed because of it. The only reason behind me being away from blogging as well.
Anyway, this is depressing me further. So I’ll go and try to do something else.
I’ve spent last two days at the university where I used to spend most of my week for the last three years when I was doing my degree, and boy, boy it felt so good. Like I’ve got so much more time at my hand than when I’m at home. I’ve made up my mind now that I’m going to spend at least two days here at the university every week.
I know I’ve been a bit away from the blogging business, which is because I really didn’t have anything to write about, but I know the importance of keep blogging, because this is how I am going to get used to it.
So cheers guys.