Yeah I know I’ve been a bit away, again! But yeah, this time it’s different, I am up to something worth experiencing, and that is sorting matters out between the people I love and Myself. There had been so many misunderstandings that I cannot even understand how to misunderstand them anymore, and I think this is the right time for you to start winding up things.
Can you imagine? I haven’t clicked my camera for more than over a month and a half, and I’m dreading it. Am I losing interest AGAIN, or maybe I just needed a break, yeah, I think I just needed a break to relax and ease myself a bit.
Same goes for blogging business, no blog posts, and again I would like to think that this is because I have had other “more interesting interests” for the last month and a half.
Though I have realised the importance of talking to Mama and Babajan every so often, because if I don’t, there will be serious consequences, which I may regret later on. So yeah, Mama and Babajan, I’m sorry. I have been a bit lazy and a bit ____ by not staying THAT close to you, but as for after now, I’ve understood and I’m not ignoring nothing coming from you guys.
Friends is one thing that still needs sorting out, but don’t worry I’m working on it. I just wanted to get comfortable and I think I am comfortable enough now, with the help of this lovely new friend that I made.
So yeah, things are getting good in the head, and I’m sure I will come back to LIFE really soon…
M B A Khan
It’s 0130 hrs and the snow fall is taking me somewhere out of this world. I don’t know why I find snow strongly influential on my mood. No matter how bad my mood is, it just turns into a very pleasant one whenever it snows.
Snow is beautiful, isn’t it? So beautiful that it makes me think about all the good times I have had with some great people of my life, my Mama(Mom), my Baba Jan(Dad), my childhood friends and those very special people. I know that being nostalgic and snow falls are not related in anyway, but it just happens with me. I doubt it if it happens with other people, never asked anyone. I think it’s just because of the mood I get into… :S or maybe the flakes themselves, and the touch of the flakes when they land onto my face every time I look up.
One more thing I’d like to write about snow. It looks more beautiful at night. The glowing whites and the deepened blacks, the feel, and most importantly the flakes coming down against the dark black sky… Feels like I’m dreaming and looks magical.
I love you Snow… 🙂
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